I'M NOT LAZY!!
It's getting better
Okay, but this made me feel a lot better
I've seen this lady on YouTube shorts for a little while now and I saw this one yesterday and it made me feel really really good. My whole life I've always been considered lazy and that's such an unfair description. I just needed help.
Some things I did today
Perhaps some will see this as laziness as I didn't really do much of anything productive today, but I got out of the house and did things. We seem to conflate not doing "work" with laziness. It's not true.
I got a couple things in the mail today: A coffee maker and a new rug for under my desk. I went out to Ithaca with my partner and a mutual friend and we had a nice day at the farmers' market. I also got a really cute strawberry plant in this adorable red hanging pot from Trader Joe's. She's perfect and her name is Belinda and I love her. Today I've made some strides in my goals to clean up my life and purge my anxieties; organize my space and organize my mind.
Right now I'm sitting here eating Moe's that we got as they were closing up. They didn't have chips because they're getting rid of the fryers. The lady behind the counter was nice and she gave us the rest of the tofu, so much guac, and free drinks.